There’s some different peace in this crowd. I can sit with my arms hugging each other and legs kissing their counterparts without being judged. I can behave like a complete weirdo or a most social entity. I can pass smiles when I see new faces, or I can just ignore them all. Somehow, there’s an intense desire in me to make connection with these new souls. However, I also am enjoying the mere thought of remaining quiet, unanswerable, or undisturbed. This train takes me to the most lovely place on earth. But, somehow I am not feeling that excited. What is it that I am trying so hard to find. I hope you understand one day, when I don’t say a word. I hope you see this intense desire to kiss you, when I don’t touch you. I hope!